Back To The Program and a Demo

I have been off line for a bit. But now I am back. We lost Henry the rescue collie . He was not healthy when we got him in January but I thought "magically" that he would live a long time. He was doing extremely well and then his kidneys crashed. There was nothing to be done and it rocked me harder than I ever thought it would. 
I thought I would be a collie rescue person but I found out I can not compartmentalize my emotions and I great at "hello's" and not at "goodbyes". 
So now I have faced a myth about myself I did not know. 
I did not paint for a  while. My spirit was just not there for it. 
Luckily now it is and I am getting ready to do an online workshop in a few weeks. 
What I have learned so far? 
You can still discover things about yourself that you thought were false but turn out to be true and that is OK. 
Do you have a myth about yourself or a magical thinking moment that was a real "ah ha"?